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Aku merindu untuk menatap langsung pada ribuan bintang-bintang di langit malam, yang berkelip-kelip terus-terusan hingga aku pernah lupa akan hitungan bintangku sudah sampai mana. Aku tidak punya waktu khusus lagi untuk nikmat ini. Selain itu, tempatku berbaring berlama-lama untuk memandang mereka pun sudah tidak ada. Sudah hampir mau sepuluh tahun rupanya. Aku hanya bisa menikmati singkat sambil berdiri atau duduk dari dalam mobil. Apa mungkin jika aku tidak pernah pergi, aku masih akan dekat dengan bintang-bintang? Tapi apa kehidupan akan berubah bila aku tidak pernah pergi? Oh langit yang penuh ladang bintang, bawa aku kembali untuk melakukan hal yang biasa aku lakukan, memandangimu.
Oh God, really slap me in the face. Forgive me, but, thankyou for opening my eyes :”
Ya Rahman, if this illness compensates my sin, then I’m thankful, but don’t make it too long because it wouldn’t be good for my family who love me. But in every way of my weakness, You always help me, save me, and never make me in danger. Oh my Lord, thankyou for keeping me save in warm even in a worst possible body condition ever.
Ya Allah SWT, you are As-Salam, the source of peace. From You is all peace and tranquility.
Ya Salam, there are those across this Ummah that are living in broken homes, that are in broken relationships.
Mothers that are broken with their children, spouses whose relationships is broken, friends whose relationships are broken.
Slaves of Yours whose relationships with You are broken.
Ya Allah SWT, You are the Healer of wounds, You are the Remover of pain, You are the Giver of peace.
Heal the hearts of those whose homes & hearts are broken. Soften the hearts that have become hard with sin.
Give patience and courage to those that are mocked and suffer as they struggle to remain on Your path.
Guide the families that are far away from guidance. Heal the hearts that are hurting and take away the pain.
O Lord of Mankind, make every hardship a means of returning back to You.
Give us peace in our hearts so that we can face every storm with an Alhamdulillah.
Allahuma Ameen. — A beautifully worded dua. (via islamicthinking)
So karma does exist, right? You might not think what happened to your life now is based from what you have done from your past. Maybe you just don’t remember that you have done something and blame situation that you have to face now, without realizing that this is familiar for you, because you have done this before. Maybe yesterday you still can say that you think it’s fair for you to do something and not afraid of what comes. But look at you now, when you’re accusing something else to blame, what do you do? You don’t even think that this is unfair too for the people behind, so technically, it’s fair for you. How could you say that you’re innocent and suddenly become a victim of a hurtfully pain right now, while you yesterday hurted someone else that you already knew their each position that you shouldn’t ruin because you claim yourself now you wouldn’t do such shame things? They were you, now. Like the world always say, what you do is what you get. Once you do it, shame on me, but when you do the same twice, shame on you.
Who can be to be not happy to hear some good news happened to their beloved people? I am truly happy because it means my prayer do come true. But it’s true when you receive good news, for 5 seconds you’re so happy for them, but for the next seconds you will ask yourself what have you done for your life. I thought I know what I’m doing, but to see everyone I know grow faster and reach what they dreamt is frustating. I began to ask where I am now, what am I? If comparing with the glorious past, of course it looks just fine. But after all you realized it is already be a past. How easy it is to just keep memorizing how great it was a life we lived before. But it’s frustating to look for a way, where do I go from here? People say, if you want something, do anything to make it true. Then, what will it takes to reach them?
It’s funny how you can attached to something, but it feels in a funny great way not a funny weird way. It is somehow make you nostalgic and proud at the same time, to a train, the station, the bridges, the view, and every man there. You go nostalgic because you used to go with it and lived closely to this neighborhood. And you feel proud too because the one you love and adore for a lifetime build the bridges and dedicate his life to this industry. It’s true if it said that the one who can hurt you is the one you love. But this is not the hurt as a broken heart, it is more like touched and feel attached. Live and know well about something, sometimes make you feel like you want to live there too for your loved one sake, and it is somehow already become your dream you wanna reach before you realized that you want it to be. And someday, I would dedicate my life again to something worthy, something that will always attach me.